After church
With friends at Tapioca Express
L is with us
She has pain in her neck from a recent skiing
accident, and would like prayer.
Her head snapped forward and her neck got hurt,
but miraculously she’s ok, she has a lot of pain around her neck though, some
problems with mobility. W and I (both of us on the healing team) sit on either side of L and began to
pray.
As we pray, the pain begins to leave, and demonic
spirits begin to manifest themselves in her mind. She sees a spirit that had been waiting by her
and causing a lot of the accidents in the past—this spirit comes closer and stares at
her right in her face, it was there when she had her most recent accident
too—it is the spirit of death.
We invite the Holy Spirit to come and fill the
place, bind and cast out this spirit, and continue to worship and invite the
Holy Spirit, contending for an open heaven around us and the entire restaurant.
As we are praying I share what I am seeing, L is entering into heaven, I see a door, I see her going through it, I see her meeting the Father. Later she says that everything I spoke was happened right before I said it.
By her estimate she is 80% healed by this time.
W and I continue to pray, and by this time the
spirit of death has fled. L sees
two angels with their wings spread over her. I see W and I with our arms
around her.
We are up to 90%, 95%, now 100% healing!
We have a group hug and I gave L a hand
slap. I think we were finished but in
that hand slap L sees little spirits shooting out of her. So I keep slapping her hand, kind of
playfully, but excited God seems to still be doing something. Every time I slap her hand it
seems like more of God’s glory comes in, and more of the little spirits fly
out. But then she says .. “uh oh.”
There is a big spirit, she says, really huge, and
she doesn’t know what to do. What is it
she wonders … So we begin to pray again, just inviting the Holy Spirit to come
and fill her and the Father to walk beside her.
But instead of the Father walking with her she feels alone and confused,
wondering what this spirit is and feeling like a little girl lost in
the woods. The way she described the
spirit seems really serious to me so I text H for advice as we continue to pray.
Texts with H:
Texts with H:
—Hey H! Can you stand in prayer as we’re praying for L … she’s had a
dramatic healing so far .. many spirits have left her including a spirit of
death that’s been plaguing her for three years … she was taken up into the
throne room but she says there is a huge spirit still in her … what would you
recommend?
—No
need to go any further … just pray for peace .. can you explain a bit more in
detail? It’s very vague and hard for me
to put together, can you explain how this all started?
—She wanted prayer for her neck …
—How did she manifest, did she have
control of who she was?
—Ok it’s not manifest like taking
control
—Ok good
—But it seems like every time we
invite the Holy Spirit more stuff comes to the surface
—Does she know what this huge
spirit is?
—No, but it’s big .. and she saw
“shame” and “control”
—Ic … just bind them up, hard to
say what to do next, sounds like God is moving though so it’s great news!
—Ok big one is bound, Holy Spirit
working
—Is neck issue resolved?
—Yep, that’s long gone
—Ok great, no need for any
more deliverance
—Got it, thanks .. really
appreciate it …
First testimony from L, from
my notebook:
Daddy’s awesome! Daddy loves me, daddy cherishes me! I went up into heaven and into a mysterious
room. He said “it’s yours.” This room was really dark, I sensed that it
was something more than healing, I had full access to the room … I don’t care
about that too much but I saw Daddy and I was happy, but the love that came
down was the best, I was just like a sponge filled with love. Now my mind is completely clear and I feel
perfect, like the accident never happened.
Something changed, something shifted in my life, and it has something to
do with ungodly beliefs, lies that were cast out, delivered. Daddy was showing me grace even though I
wasn’t good … self-inflicted pain, “but I’m still going to pour out my blessing
on you and even give you so much more, this is just the beginning” and now I
have access to more rooms, now I’m seeing myself holding a bunch of keys to all
these rooms in heaven, the first was a white door, the colors of the keys match
the colors of the doors, I need to sort them out and explore these different
rooms, and there are different colors of horses in heaven, they all belong to
me [she said the horses represented resources available to her], open to
different parts of heaven I can bring down to earth, full access, full
authority, physically all the pain has disappeared, it was weird, like the pain flew
out, I could see the spirits of pain like pssw pssw, a bunch of them, spirits
flying out, and I received divine healing [healing we didn’t pray for] in the butt as well! But there was a giant spirit …
Second testimony from L,
transcribed from an iphone recording:
So what happened was I thought that
I was dealing with a spirit, because the spirit was really big, so I asked
daddy, show me, what is this spirit? If there’s something unclean, if there’s anything in my life that’s not of
you, I want to get rid of it, I want to be radically clean and obedient, I
don’t want anything to hold me back, but if there is a spirit that is stuck in
me, yank it out, I don’t care, I’m not embarrassed, whatever it takes, I’m doing
it.
And then as I was saying that, I just saw a vision, and this time around I was in the same place [walking through the woods], but I was not alone any more, I became like a little girl, with ponytails, like I was a kid, I was very little, probably about five or six, and I was wearing my favorite dress as a kid … it was white and red and it has like a strawberry in the middle, and that was the dress that I really wanted from my dad when I was a kid ... so I was wearing it and Father in heaven was holding my hand and it was on the same path, it was really dark and he was holding my hand, and we were just walking, and then the next thing I knew I went up to heaven with daddy …
And then in heaven I saw this range of clothes and dresses, and I was looking through them but I couldn’t find something that I liked … I just couldn’t find it, there was like a huge wardrobe in heaven there were all these dresses in front of me but nothing caught my eye, but finally I knew what I was looking for, I was looking for a specific dress.
And then, out of the blue, I wasn’t a little kid anymore, I was all grown up, and I saw myself, and the next thing I knew I was clothed with a gold dress, it was all gold and it was beautiful, and I was like hmm, gold is not even my favorite color but it looks so good on me, the design, the fitting, everything was perfect, and my face was just glowing, and my hair was tied up, everything about me was done up, when I saw myself I was like … I look perfect!
And then as I was saying that, I just saw a vision, and this time around I was in the same place [walking through the woods], but I was not alone any more, I became like a little girl, with ponytails, like I was a kid, I was very little, probably about five or six, and I was wearing my favorite dress as a kid … it was white and red and it has like a strawberry in the middle, and that was the dress that I really wanted from my dad when I was a kid ... so I was wearing it and Father in heaven was holding my hand and it was on the same path, it was really dark and he was holding my hand, and we were just walking, and then the next thing I knew I went up to heaven with daddy …
And then in heaven I saw this range of clothes and dresses, and I was looking through them but I couldn’t find something that I liked … I just couldn’t find it, there was like a huge wardrobe in heaven there were all these dresses in front of me but nothing caught my eye, but finally I knew what I was looking for, I was looking for a specific dress.
And then, out of the blue, I wasn’t a little kid anymore, I was all grown up, and I saw myself, and the next thing I knew I was clothed with a gold dress, it was all gold and it was beautiful, and I was like hmm, gold is not even my favorite color but it looks so good on me, the design, the fitting, everything was perfect, and my face was just glowing, and my hair was tied up, everything about me was done up, when I saw myself I was like … I look perfect!
I was like hmm, I actually look
good! I wasn’t even wearing any make-up
or anything but my skin was perfect, and I realized this was exactly what I was
looking for.
And then the next thing I knew I was in a wedding ceremony, I was still in heaven, and all the dresses and everything was gone, and here I am walking down the aisle and then I saw the groom just staring at me, like he has never seen anything more beautiful, and I could feel it, all eyes were one me, and then the next thing I knew I just couldn’t take my eyes off the groom, but the intensity he looked at me was like you are perfect, and I felt perfect, I felt whole, he was staring at me with an intensity to the point where was I was almost feeling a bit embarrassed, but when I looked at him I thought he is more perfect than me, like flawless
and then next thing I knew as I was walking slowing to him, the dress began to change from gold to white, it was almost like a wedding dress, but it was the most most beautiful wedding dress I had ever seen and it fit me to a T, but I saw the transformation as I was walking closer and closer to him, and with every step I took the dress became whiter and whiter and pure, love that is so pure, like nothing that we’ve got on earth, and I felt so loved, so pure, pure love, so pure,and then as I walked to the front of the aisle, the dress I was wearing was just pure white, and with little flower patterns and stuff, little laces, and some gold sparkles, everything was just perfect, and then I saw you guys and you guys were just sitting there, and then you started playing the song [some of the others in the group were playing worship music as we prayed], and it was just at the right time when the song started playing and you were singing and cheering me on, and I thought I have never felt such love ..
the groom was looking at me, you guys were cheering me on, that I have been made perfect … and then I asked daddy—so random—like, what’s that spirit? I still want to get it out, and daddy was like that was a distraction, you’re perfect, there is nothing that is unclean in you, there’s no spirit that does not belong, it was in you, you are clean and you’re perfect, you’re pure ... and then I’m like ok, I’m getting married here, I’m perfect, who’s this groom, who are you …? [long pause, her mouth hangs open for 30 seconds ..]
he is Jesus! I am the bride of Christ, I was made perfect, every step that I took closer to him I became more perfect, it was nothing that I have done, all I did was walk down the aisle, and even the dresses were all prepared for me, he handpicked all the dresses, he basically prepared everything for me, and then he said you are my bride, my chosen one, you are perfect, you are beautiful, and then the next thing I knew you guys were singing and I was like yeah yeah it is done, it’s complete, it’s finished, I was just overwhelmed with love from you guys and Jesus my groom, my lover, that prepared the entire wedding procession and you guys with me, and I was like, "Can I just stay here?"
And then the next thing I knew I was in a wedding ceremony, I was still in heaven, and all the dresses and everything was gone, and here I am walking down the aisle and then I saw the groom just staring at me, like he has never seen anything more beautiful, and I could feel it, all eyes were one me, and then the next thing I knew I just couldn’t take my eyes off the groom, but the intensity he looked at me was like you are perfect, and I felt perfect, I felt whole, he was staring at me with an intensity to the point where was I was almost feeling a bit embarrassed, but when I looked at him I thought he is more perfect than me, like flawless
and then next thing I knew as I was walking slowing to him, the dress began to change from gold to white, it was almost like a wedding dress, but it was the most most beautiful wedding dress I had ever seen and it fit me to a T, but I saw the transformation as I was walking closer and closer to him, and with every step I took the dress became whiter and whiter and pure, love that is so pure, like nothing that we’ve got on earth, and I felt so loved, so pure, pure love, so pure,and then as I walked to the front of the aisle, the dress I was wearing was just pure white, and with little flower patterns and stuff, little laces, and some gold sparkles, everything was just perfect, and then I saw you guys and you guys were just sitting there, and then you started playing the song [some of the others in the group were playing worship music as we prayed], and it was just at the right time when the song started playing and you were singing and cheering me on, and I thought I have never felt such love ..
the groom was looking at me, you guys were cheering me on, that I have been made perfect … and then I asked daddy—so random—like, what’s that spirit? I still want to get it out, and daddy was like that was a distraction, you’re perfect, there is nothing that is unclean in you, there’s no spirit that does not belong, it was in you, you are clean and you’re perfect, you’re pure ... and then I’m like ok, I’m getting married here, I’m perfect, who’s this groom, who are you …? [long pause, her mouth hangs open for 30 seconds ..]
he is Jesus! I am the bride of Christ, I was made perfect, every step that I took closer to him I became more perfect, it was nothing that I have done, all I did was walk down the aisle, and even the dresses were all prepared for me, he handpicked all the dresses, he basically prepared everything for me, and then he said you are my bride, my chosen one, you are perfect, you are beautiful, and then the next thing I knew you guys were singing and I was like yeah yeah it is done, it’s complete, it’s finished, I was just overwhelmed with love from you guys and Jesus my groom, my lover, that prepared the entire wedding procession and you guys with me, and I was like, "Can I just stay here?"
And I was like you know what, maybe
I should just stay here … I don’t want to go anywhere else, and I don’t need
anything, all I want is to lock eyes with him, just lock eyes with him for
the rest of my life and I’ll be content, I don’t have to do anything for him to
love me more, all I have to do is take a step closer and closer to him, and he
has prepared the perfect dress, shoes, and hair ...
oh! and then I saw the ring, and the gemstone was pink, and I was like that’s the gemstone that I want, and Jesus, my groom, was like "I knew you’d like it," and then he asked, "Will you be my bride?" and I said "Yes yes yes yes yes!" I just kept saying "yes", I didn’t know what else to say, everything was just so perfect—I got married in heaven!
And there were like blue birds flying and then the angels were playing music, songs, its almost like you guys were like the angels that were making things happen … I was—I am—perfect, there are no other spirits, just the spirit of God, in me. And I'm pure, and God loves me, he is my lover, the lover of my soul, my husband, who has chosen me to be his bride.
oh! and then I saw the ring, and the gemstone was pink, and I was like that’s the gemstone that I want, and Jesus, my groom, was like "I knew you’d like it," and then he asked, "Will you be my bride?" and I said "Yes yes yes yes yes!" I just kept saying "yes", I didn’t know what else to say, everything was just so perfect—I got married in heaven!
And there were like blue birds flying and then the angels were playing music, songs, its almost like you guys were like the angels that were making things happen … I was—I am—perfect, there are no other spirits, just the spirit of God, in me. And I'm pure, and God loves me, he is my lover, the lover of my soul, my husband, who has chosen me to be his bride.
And then I'm like "I want to stay
here," and Jesus was like, "Do you want to bring this down on earth?" and he asked
me and I was like "I do, I want to bring this down on earth, I want to share
this with everyone, I don’t want this to just be for myself, I want to share
it with everyone else." ... family ... family .... the perfect family of heaven to bring down ... family that is from heaven to earth .... to have a taste of what it is like to be the bride of Christ, to to bring down
the most perfect family from heaven to earth.
